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70. Ours, Always

MUMBAI :

The moment the car halted in front of the penthouse, Kabir didn’t move.

His eyes were fixed on the tall glass building — the place where it all began. The place where she brought color into his grayscale life. It felt like centuries had passed since they’d last walked through those doors together, laughing, bickering, falling deeper in love without even realizing it.

He turned to her.

Shanaya, with windswept hair and eyes that had cried oceans, gave him a soft nod. She felt it too — the weight of everything they had survived, the memories that still lingered in the very walls of their home.

Their home.

As the elevator opened, silence wrapped around them like a familiar blanket. They walked in, hand in hand, and for a moment, both simply stood at the entrance of the penthouse — breathing it in.

The couch where she once fell asleep waiting for him.

The kitchen counter where he taught her to cook that awful pasta she burnt.

The balcony where she once looked at the city lights and whispered, “I feel safe with you.”

Shanaya walked in slowly, fingertips grazing the walls. Kabir followed her — not saying a word — just watching the woman who turned his cold fortress into a home.

She looked back at him, eyes glimmering with emotion.

“This place still smells like us,” she said quietly.

He stepped forward, wrapping his arms around her from behind, resting his chin on her shoulder.

“It always will,” he whispered, his voice rough with emotion. “Because it’s ours.”

They stood like that for a moment, soaking in the quiet. And then she turned, slowly — their faces inches apart.

“I never stopped loving you, Kabir,” she said, tears welling in her eyes. “Not even when I hated you. Not even when you were gone.”

He closed the space between them, gently cupping her face.

“I know,” he murmured. “Because I never stopped loving you either. Even when it broke me.”

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MATURE CONTENT AHEAD (18+)

Kabir's hands trembled as he gently cradled her face, his touch a blend of urgency and tenderness. He leaned in, his breath warm and inviting, and kissed her with a slow, deliberate intent. His lips moved against hers with a hunger that was controlled, a fire that burned steadily rather than raging out of control. He took his time, exploring her mouth as if it were a treasure trove of secrets, his tongue teasing and tasting, drawing out a moan from deep within her.

She responded with equal fervor, her hands tangling in his hair, pulling him closer, deeper. Their kiss deepened, a slow dance of tongues and teeth, a promise of what was to come. There was no rush, only a building tension, a coiled spring of desire that threatened to unravel them both.

He lifted her with care, her body molding to his as he carried her to the bedroom. The room was dimly lit, the dark sheets inviting, a sanctuary for their reunion. He laid her down gently, his body hovering over hers, his eyes locked onto hers with an intensity that made her heart race.

"Shanaya," he whispered, his voice a low, husky growl. "I want to take my time with you. I want to remember every inch of your body, every gasp, every moan."

She reached up, pulling him down to her, her body arching against his. "Then take your time, Kabir. I'm all yours."

He started at her neck, his lips soft and teasing, his tongue flicking out to taste her skin. He took his time, exploring every curve, every line, his hands following the path his mouth had taken. He teased her, his touch light and feather-like, drawing out shivers and gasps, his name a whispered prayer on her lips.

He moved lower, his hands cupping her breasts, his thumbs circling her nipples, teasing them to hard peaks. He took one into his mouth, his tongue swirling, his teeth grazing, his free hand squeezing and kneading. She arched into him, her body begging for more, her hands gripping his hair, holding him to her.

He moved to the other, giving it the same attention, the same teasing, the same building of tension. She was a writhing mess beneath him, her body coiling tight, her breath coming in short, sharp gasps.

He moved lower still, his hands roaming her body, his lips and tongue leaving a trail of fire in their wake. He paused at her navel, his tongue dipping in, his hands gripping her hips, holding her still as she bucked and writhed beneath him.

"Kabir," she gasped, her voice a plea, a demand, a prayer. "Please."

He looked up at her, a slow, sensual smile playing on his lips. "Please what, Shanaya? Tell me what you want."

She blushed, her body squirming under his gaze. "You know what I want, Kabir. I want you. All of you."

He chuckled, a low, throaty sound that sent shivers down her spine. "And you'll have me, Shanaya. Every inch of me. But first, I want to taste you."

He moved lower, his hands spreading her thighs, his breath hot on her most intimate place. He took his time, his tongue teasing, his lips sucking, his fingers exploring. He built her up, slow and steady, his touch light and teasing, his name a chant on her lips.

"Kabir, please," she begged, her body coiling tight, her breath coming in short, sharp gasps. "I need you. I need all of you."

He looked up at her, his eyes dark with desire, his body trembling with the effort of holding back. "And you'll have me, Shanaya. Every inch of me. But first, I want to hear you come undone."

He lowered his head, his tongue and lips and fingers working in tandem, his touch slow and teasing, his name a chant on her lips. He built her up, higher and higher, her body coiling tight, her breath coming in short, sharp gasps.

"Kabir," she cried out, her body convulsing as she came undone around him, her name a chant on his lips.

He moved up her body, his lips and tongue leaving a trail of fire, his body covering hers, his eyes locked onto hers. "Shanaya," he whispered, his voice raw, his body trembling with need. "I love you. I've always loved you."

She reached up, pulling him down to her, her body arching against his. "And I love you, Kabir. Now show me. Show me how much."

He entered her slowly, inch by inch, his body trembling with the effort of holding back. He filled her completely, their bodies joining in a way that was both familiar and new. He started to move, his hips rolling, his body sliding in and out of hers, slow and steady, a building of tension, a coiling of spring.

He took his time, his body moving with a purpose, a promise, a vow. He built her up, slow and steady, his touch light and teasing, his name a chant on her lips. He moved with a wild abandon, his body slamming into hers, their breaths coming in syncopated gasps. She met him thrust for thrust, her nails digging into his back, her legs wrapped tight around his waist.

The room filled with the sounds of their lovemaking - the slapping of skin, the wet sounds of their kisses, the low moans and desperate whispers. It was raw, it was urgent, it was a claiming, a branding, a promise.

Kabir's body tensed, his movements becoming more erratic, more desperate. Shanaya could feel him, could feel every ridge, every vein, every pulse of his desire. She met him stroke for stroke, her body coiling tight, her breath coming in short, sharp gasps.

"Kabir," she cried out, her body convulsing as she came undone around him. "Kabir, I love you."

Her words sent him over the edge. With a final, desperate thrust, he joined her, their bodies shaking, their breaths coming in ragged gasps, their hearts beating as one.

In the aftermath, they lay entangled, their bodies slick with sweat, their breaths slowly returning to normal. Kabir pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead, his voice a low rumble in his chest. "This love... it's forever, Shanaya. You and me, we're forever."

She turned to him, a soft smile playing on her lips. "It always was, Kabir. It always was."

MATURE CONTENT ENDED ( 18+)

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NEXT MORNING :

Warmth.

That was the first thing she felt when her eyes fluttered open — the kind of warmth that seeps into your bones and makes you want to stay still forever. The golden morning light spilled through the sheer curtains, painting soft patterns across the bed. And tangled beneath those sheets, with her legs knotted with his and her head resting against his chest, was home.

Kabir.

His heartbeat was steady, his chest rising and falling in the rhythm she’d fallen in love with. His arm was draped lazily around her bare waist, possessive even in sleep. The bruises of their past still lingered in the corners of their hearts — but here, in this room, in this moment, there was only peace.

She looked up at him.

He was still asleep, long lashes resting on his cheeks, the faintest crease between his brows — like he was fighting the world even in dreams. She couldn’t help but smile, her fingers tracing lightly across his jaw, down his collarbone, memorizing the dips and curves like she hadn’t done that just hours ago.

And then — just as she was about to move — he stirred.

“Mmm…” His voice was gravelly, morning-rough and deliciously low. “You trying to run away, Mrs. Singhania?”

Shanaya rolled her eyes, her fingers now poking his dimple. “I wasn’t aware I married you, Mr. Singhania.”

Kabir opened one eye, smirked sleepily, and pulled her closer, tucking her under his chin. “You basically did. You moved into my house. Slept in my bed. Took over my heart. You’re mine. It counts.”

Her laugh echoed in the room — soft, real.

“And here I thought Yash was the dramatic one.”

Kabir pretended to gasp, then shifted so he hovered above her, the sheet slipping slightly down his back. “Take that back, woman, or I’ll remind you why you couldn’t walk straight last night.”

Shanaya blushed instantly, swatting at him. “You’re impossible!”

“And you’re beautiful when you’re flustered,” he murmured, brushing a kiss over her lips. “You have no idea how good it feels to wake up with you like this.”

She softened, cupping his face. “Me neither, Kabir. I’ve wanted this… us… for so long.”

“I know.” His voice dipped, serious now. “We’ve been through fire, Shanaya. But we made it. And I swear to you — no more running. No more fear. This… is it. Our forever starts now.”

She pulled him down into another kiss, slow and sweet.

And later, when they were curled up again — bare, tangled, and safe — Shanaya whispered into his chest,

“I want golden mornings like this for the rest of my life.”

Kabir smiled, pressing his lips to her forehead.

“And you’ll have them. All of them.”

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End of the chapter

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